It was a dream I know it was. All I know is that her name
was Jessica. It was like any other day.
He was working and he would call me in between properties.
The night before was
like any other night he got home from work, he called me before I went to bed.
He said he loved me and we ended our conversation. So then why should the next
day be so different? He called me in the morning and was the usual conversation
asking me how I slept, asking me what my plan for the day was. I told him and
then all of a sudden I heard him talking to someone (not unusual he does that
frequently with me on the phone) what was different this time is I heard him
talking to someone about a ring. My heart started to jump I was so excited that
he was getting me a ring because we have not talked about getting me another
ring. Then he told me to hold on because he had another call (again not unusual)
He came back on the phone and told me he was sorry but he was needing to know
what Jessica’s ring size was so that he could buy her engagement ring. WHAT!? He
was buying this girl an engagement ring. I asked him what that was all about
and he told me that he had moved on, I had my chance and he was done. He hadn’t
said anything earlier because he wasn’t sure how to go about it, but now since
I knew his plan he didn’t have to act anymore. He was so over our relationship
for a while now and he had moved on over the last few months. He was really
happy with Jessica and he wanted to spend the rest of his life with her. I had my chance and he was tired of waiting. I
asked him how he could propose after only a couple months when him and I had
almost 2 years. He just said he was, no concrete reason why. He quit loving me
like overnight. His voice was mean and ruthless; his voice went from a loving
friend to pure hatred. He was rude, careless; he said so many hurtful things.
Things he had never, ever said to me before. I knew it was a dream and I knew I was crying
my chest was hurting so bad. I was screaming at myself to wake up and it wasn’t
working. I then heard him stop the truck and meet up with this girl Jessica and
then I heard what was the final undoing, I heard him propose to her. I heard him tell her she was the love of his
life and that no one has ever made him happier, that he couldn’t wait to spend
the rest of his life with her and I could just hear the happiness in his voice
and the love that I thought he had for me. Then the line went dead. I called
back and she answered his phone (no one answers his phone except him) She told
me she deleted all my text messages and that I was never to call him again,
that she had gone on to his facebook and deleted all the pictures I taken him
in, and then deleted me off his friends list. She said after she was done
talking to me she would be deleting me out of his phone. I asked to speak to
him one last time and she allowed me to do that. When I asked him why she was
allowed to do all this, he told me point blank that she was the love of his
life and I had put him through so much that all he wanted was me gone and out
of his life. He then handed the phone back to her and said one last thing I overheard
and that was “please just hang up that chapter of my life is over, time to
start the one I want to be in” the phone then went dead for the last time and
my body finally let me wake back up.
