Epiphany

An epiphany (from the ancient Greek ἐπιφάνεια, epiphaneia, "manifestation, striking appearance") is an experience of sudden and striking realization. Generally the term is used to describe breakthrough scientific, religious or philosophical discoveries, but it can apply in any situation in which an enlightening realization allows a problem or situation to be understood from a new and deeper perspective

So as I was in the shower this morning I had one of the above said Epiphany's.

 Everything that I have been questioning lately finally became so clear. I am for once in my life in a relationship that yes even though in a relationship you need to put forth an effort for the other person I am not bending over backwards killing myself to make someone happy. I am just being me, accepting of everything that is him and everything that is us together.

There is comfort and adoration for each other. Mutual respect and love. Only wanting the best for each other. Support, encouragement, strength, trust, I could go on but by now I am sure you see where I am going with that.

If we are in bed together and he is napping or sleeping before he has to work and I am playing on the computer or watching television every so often I will glance at him and to see him sleeping peacefully like the weight of the world is not laying on his shoulders and that everything is right with his life is very comforting. The other morning he was sleeping and he woke up, in trying to get himself back to sleep he rested a hand on my belly, I felt our daughter move to the heat of his hand and the feeling just made my heart melt. That for something so tiny and him could have that kind of bond already tells me that once she is born they will be inseperable.

My little family. Him, I, and our daughter. Nothing more, nothing less, just the tree of us. Nothing else matters. I love my family.